Aphantasia

I wonder what it is like to be able to perceive things not on this physical plane.

Not dead.

Hey hey~! It is your favourite jester and ringleader~ After… err… ten months… Ehe~? So, yeah. This is a post to say that my host, Chizuru-sama, is not dead. They have just been really neglectful of this circus. There may also be an issue of Kenshin and Nona both not showing themselves anymore. Takara-chan might also be feeling uncooperative after not being used for several long months. The good news is that Chizuru-sama is doing their final thesis at the moment, meaning that after April we will be free to wreak havoc again! That is of course, if Chizuru-sama does not get distracted with anime, manga, and fanfiction. The idiot will read through 40 long chapters within a night or two. It has gone on for so long, they cannot sleep until 3 in the morning. Go to sleep you dumb child!

Oh, oh. And Chizuru-sama has experienced their first funeral and it was of a family friend. Sweet old tough lady, fighting off cancer for so long. So there is that.

Chizuru: Can I get back to my thesis now? You’re hogging the laptop again. And you didn’t need to tell them about the last part. Plus I want to see that email my supervisor sent me.

Boo!!! I am finally out after so long and now I have to go back? Hmph, fine. This is your host and ringleader signing out~ Have a wonderfully bloody dream~

Happy New Year!

Hi hi~ This is your ringleader finally released~ Chizuru had been dealing with family matters and distractions when they could have been making a post. Get off your fanfiction! I want to play! Boo~ Anyway, I have a poem here relating to what the year will be for me and Chizuru according to Takara~ Enjoy~

Update to Jonghyun’s death

Hi again, it’s me Chizuru the host body. There was an update on Jonghyun’s situation. His suicide letter was released as he had requested before killing himself. The letter is heartbreaking and contains depressive triggers. Please read with caution.

Rest in Peace, Kim Jonghyun

So hi… This is the host body, Chizuru, talking here. Blood has taken a backseat for the entire term to allow me to focus on my education (I took too many programming courses and a math course at once! I’m dying…); though I can very much tell that they will be unleashed once I finish my last exam tomorrow morning… All Hell will break loose, I swear… I know that it has been more than three months or so since my last post, but this is a topic dear to my heart. Yes, Kim Jonghyun is one of my favourite K-pop idols among many. But, I have a more important reason to talk about his death.

Tarot Poetry #4

So it’s been a little more than a month, how has everyone been? I finally broke down in front of my mother about one of the major issues afflicting me and I am now starting to actually feel better~ Takara has started warming up to me again after my last poem which they did not appreciate my use of a different deck. Anyway, let’s have some fun~!

Idea behind corner is to randomly draw a card or more and write a poem about it or them. You will find that my poetry style is somewhat inspired by Heartstring Eulogies.

Tarot Poetry #3

Wah, it has been forever since my last post! Three whole months! That is a very long time! I started writing this while putting off my volunteer work of transcribing audio into written words. Please do not tell my supervisor this. I am working hard but have been unable to fully concentrate… Anyway, onward we shall move!

Idea behind corner is to randomly draw a card or more and write a poem about it or them. You will find that my poetry style is somewhat inspired by Heartstring Eulogies (though perhaps not this time).

Tarot Poetry #2

Hi, hi~ It has been quite some time since my last post~ About two weeks, huh? Ah~ Well, here we go~

Idea behind corner is to randomly draw a card or more and write a poem about it or them. You will find that my poetry style is somewhat inspired by Heartstring Eulogies. This poem is dedicated to a special someone~

Tarot Poetry #1

Idea behind corner is to randomly draw a card or more and write a poem about it or them. You will find that my poetry style is somewhat inspired by Heartstring Eulogies. Here is the first poem~

Change of plans

So… It would appears to be that I am unable to keep my end of the bargain for doing the daily fortunes… or weekly ones at least… Therefore, I have decided to have a more irregular posting schedule to account for my life. I am opening the tarot poetry corner, this corner will be updated whenever I feel inclined to. The first post will be up within the day. Sorry and thank you for understanding.

That is a wrap from the ring leader~ (Blood, did you change your greeting again)